life :(

i hate this because i am still in love and yet you loves the guy who would easily hurt me...ugh i miss you like you have no idea....i thought i was going to marry you but i guess you thought i was joking...so yeah im just going to go on with my pathetic life without you...you hold the biggest part of my heart....sigh....

LOVE

i am in complete and utter love with a girl....

i know she is gonna see this so ill say it....

Cortney Lynn I want to marry you more than anything on this earth...I wanna be in your arms, kiss you,lay next to you,and give you all that i have....

<3 Cortney Lynn Always

coming out!

okay havent posted in a while...but today i plan on coming out to my mom that im bisexual.....and im scared sh1tless ugh.....how should i tell her???

Daily Post

Hi! I am Joy but please dont call me that cause then you tear down everyones illusion of me and my hatred! I am just starting with this blog crap! Ok..well my major history is i have been in the hospital twice for "personal" reasons..I am a majorly crazy person but try to hide it behind my fake smile! I am only 16 and already legally crazy!